So, new favorite song: Under Pressure, by Queen and Mr. David Bowie. I like MCR's version of it too, but Queen is the shiz niz Been thinking a lot lately about my 'future'. I'm thinking that right now I have absolutely no idea what I want to do, and thats perfectly ok. I'm only 18. There is no way I'm going to decide what I want to do with the rest of my life right now. What I am going to do, though, is graduate(if i can pass government -_-), get a decent job, work over the summer, save up some money, and maybe move out if I can. THEN i'll decide if I want to do the college thingie. Maybe I'll wait a few years. Maybe I won't go at all. Who the fuck knows. Today I also decided why it is I love Griffin so much. I can completely be myself around him. I don't have to act like I know a bunch of shit that I don't, or act a certain way or do things to impress him. I couldn't do that with my last boyfriend, and I only realized it after we broke up. I've changed a lot since that relationship. So yes. I like being myself. Got my ears pierced. Is that completely sad that I'm 18 and just got my ears pierced? Ah well :) I want my nose done, but my dad gave me a bunch of crap about it, so I told him I'd wait a little bit. But I think I am going to do it. Just take a deep breath and close your eyes. and BAM! its over. Tattoo is after that :D | 
